bleak

May 14th, 2008

when a dissembler princess walks out,

attribute with pale and modest,

accompany with lies and fibs,

harmonize with talks and laughs,

and when naked eyes blurred by perfect soul,

and when believing is not an option,

and trust began to fade,

and hope bleaks

free

March 18th, 2008

liberty and exempt

corruption and dishonour

country

tree

March 18th, 2008

too high

precarious

too low

vanished

bila tika

February 2nd, 2008

pasti ada satu tika

bila harapan bukan harapan

bila janji menjadi nyata

tiada lagi emosi bergolak

hanya damai menyelubungi

tika itu pasti datang

AKU

November 15th, 2007


Kalau sampai waktu ku
Ku Mahu tak seorang kan merayu
Tidak juga kau
Tak perlu sedu sedan itu
Aku ini binatang jalang
Dari kumpulan yang terbuang
Biar peluru menembus kulit ku
Aku tetap meradang menerjang
Luka dan bisa ku bawa berlari
Berlari
Hingga hilang pedih peri
Dan aku akan lebih tidak perduli
Aku mahu hidup seribu tahun lagi

Nukilan : Chairil Anuar

radius

October 24th, 2007

the sorrow eyes holds a deep sensational radius of secrets

and if it trying to form words in different way

and if it trying to mold message to be recognize

and as trying is a must

and pain is enduring

and provocation is added by annoyance

alas

calmness can’t hold it together

force majeure

September 29th, 2007

somehow there’s always things that are not desirable come in by chance. by right it will reflects our own routines.and as the fajr rise, and as the isya’ continues in pursuit, all the circumstances will invariably be under own self responsibility. things take place for a reasons, and the capacity for logical, rational, and analytic thought sometimes wouldn’t sufficient for us to dominate the sets of circumstances occurred. we need faith,alongside with the basis, we could be walking through even better

just close our eyes and take a deep breath. learn and analyze it and also pray for things to get well.

logik

September 6th, 2007

biar

aku dengan labu labu ku

takkan ada penyelamat

biar

aku dengan sepatu merah ku

tidak ada yang tercedera

biar

aku dengan khayal ku

jangan bingkas padamkan

biar

aku dengan dunia

The rule of fear

August 24th, 2007

by ayyub

The best method to rule a country. Provocation as an initial gesture. Play around delicately with racial sentiment. Play around gracefully with Malay rights. Like pulling the wool but not to tear the sweater. Provoke others. At the end of the day, when the fire erupts, become the hero, put out the flames and make things back to normal. It will ensure majority for another 5 years.

Utusan Malaysia is the main reading medium for most Malays. “Ali Baba Express – 50% of transportation permits sold to non-Bumis”, was one of today’s headlines, loosely translated. I’m reading it between the lines. It says that transportation permits are prioritized to Bumiputras. It also says that non-Bumiputra transport concessions lack safety conscience and only emphasize on profits. Statements are said without any statistics or proofs. These are the kinds of provocation I’m talking about. Malays will build up rage towards the non-Bumiputra and vice versa. Mind-controlling the rakyats. Putting fear into the people’s minds.

Have we lost the meaning of being good? I guess there’s no difference between good and bad on the soil of Bolehland.

inexplicable

August 18th, 2007

perplexity had passed. but still discomfort exist whereas. the old considerate lady still haunted inwards. the ignorances effectively done with the old couple distillery master mind the movement. looking through their eyes wondering if there is any chances things could get better. their children have attained maturity and things conditionally should been different. maybe just hope for simplicity. nor inexplicable.